I SuKe U!!!

the title itself mmg complicated…mcm2 jenis suke..mcm aku, i hv my own levels: minat, suke, syg.. ari ni aku gi jmp my ttm (teman tapi mesra).. rindu sgt kat dia! dh 8 hari x jmp..suppose jmp yesterday but training kat fitness 1st delay so mcm lambat plak dpt jmp dia n suddenly dia kena standby keje mlm plak..huh..x pela at last dpt gak jmp ari ni even tadi pn dia blk keje agak lambat. aku sebenarnye x brape bleh sgt nak drive coz underarm aku cramp gara2 smalam punye training. nak masuk gear 5 kena pki tgn kanan gak..dh la manual..kalau auto x pe gak!! urgh..x pe..kerana dia aku sanggup nampak je dia tadi..my 1st impression..tersgt cute! (owh mmg aku slalu begitu bile aku nmpk dia.. :P) aku pn ngadu2 psl cramp aku n dia pn urut la…ekekekek..nak gatal2 sket..eh, aku nk manje2 la.. aku lapar sgt ari ni nk bls dendam smalam mkn nugget je for the whole day. tetibe mood aku nk ade kat bukit so pegi la ke bukit saga. aku diet punye psl mkn sup sayur campur aje..baru je nk mkn si nina called plak..cis..potong btul la..time aku sembang2 dgn nina, aku nmpk smbil mkn dia dok tgk aku dgn tersengih2..letak je phone dia potpet kate cr aku ckp mcm ckp bisness ribu2..ces..hampeh btul..padahal dok ckp pasal aktiviti2 mlm! (weekend ni smp tgh bln 4 schedule aku dh full!urgh..) bile dia dh abis mkn, bleh plak dia cube drag aku utk berckp bab serious2 nih..alamak..ni yg aku x reti nih..ni yg malu nih..the conversation goes like this:

 

ttm: u.. i ade nk tny u sket ni..

me: ok..ape dia?

ttm: nape u asyik nk jmp i je?

me: sebab i rindu u…

ttm: nape u rindu i?

me: mane la i tau..dh i rs rindu dh tu nk wat camne??

ttm: mesti ade sebab

me: ntah la..dh i rase camtu nk wt camane..

ttm: mesti ade sebab gak..if u skt, pn ade sebab..x kan u rindu i x de sebab..

 

aku sebenarnye time tu dh malu gile..but krn ego aku pn ngelak2 ler..cover dgn gelak2 la..smp satu tahap aku tgk dia dh mcm bengang je..smp dia interpret aku camni2..urgh…sebenarnye byk gak la dia perangkap aku dgn soklan2 yg aku rase aku x mampu nk jwb..aku dh pikir, nanti masuk keta baru aku ckp yg sebenarnye.. but he kept on pushing me..last2..aku dgn malu x ingat punye, buang sume ego…

 

me: okla..u nak tny sgt ye..sebab I SUKE SGT2 KAT U! puas hati???

 

reaction dia??? dia senyum lebar…tetibe aku dh x malu..aku pn siap bgtau dia psl levels tuh! owh..dia di atas level suke sgt2..lagi sket nk jump ke level yg seterusnye..hope not! aku takut..takut frust.. huh..aku lega! ha..ambik ko..nak sgt tau.. otw blk, aku potpet dia plak cam nk ngelak bile aku dok tny2 pasal dia.. tetibe suasana jadi cam tegang..aku cam trase..dua2 senyap..last2 skali aku pn ngalah je la dh dia ckp sori ape sume..aku mls nk pnjg cite..yela..dh nk blk baru nk jadi camtu..takut time delay nanti masing2 blk late.. bile aku tgk dia cam avoid sume q’tions aku, aku pn sedapkan ati aku ni sendiri.. aku assume dia camane aku assume dia sebelum nih..lantak lah..even sebenarnye aku x puas hati lg..x pe..masih ade mase lg utk tny dia..aku akan push n pressure dia camane dia wat aku tadi..siap la u..bile dh nk smp cam sedih plak..huhuhu..bile la dpt jmp dia lg..cnfirm next week nih.. but dia ckp dia akan jmp aku lg this week! yeay!!! alamak..schedule aku dh penuh sebenarnye..but nanti pandai2 la aku adjust semate kerana dia.. yg pasti aku dh lega!!! but aku takut dgn hari2 yg mendatang..u..i suke kite mcm ni je la..i dh bgtau u kan i dont want any commitment..but..ntah..ari esok kite x boleh tau ape akan jadi..so, ape pn aku terime je dgn hati yg redha…i hope u puas hati dgn all my answers..

GiRL’s SunDaY OuT

so far, aku, intan n syafa x penah lagi kuar siang. slalunye kuar mlm n buat aktiviti yg usual ler..smalam secare tibe2 je idea kuar g shopping..wahh..satu perubahan yg bagus instead of going clubbing je.. ni sume gara2 intan yg nak g shopping sgt..patutnye aku ni g shopping office attire..last2 lain plak yg aku beli.. aku pn bwk la intan kat 1 kedai yg mane aku br discover last month..namenye unik, little black book boutique. nmpk cam boutique yg mahal je..but actually it’s not! aku mmg suke sgt stuffs kat cni coz murah, lawa & update. aku dh pn jadi member little black book mase last month aku shopping kat sane. if jadi member, for normal item each dpt 10% discount. so mmg worth sgt2 la..price range RM12++ - RM90++. byk bj yg harga RM20++. mmg affordable. most bwh RM50 la..dia ade a few je branches kat klang valley ; uptown, hartamas, subang taipan & bangsar (baru launch hari ni). but aku slalu g kat uptown. diorg ade website sendiri n always update with their promotions. so, check la kat blogroll aku ade link kan ke diorg punye web. so, smalam intan shopping 6 items. syafa beli skirt satu. aku plak beli kasut n 2 bj. after shopping kitorg gi hartamas nak makan..mm..lame gak x turun hartamas..then nina n razak kate nk dtg but cancel memandangkan kitorg nak blk awal..intan cuti ade appointment doc, syafa keje n aku plak ade training kat fitness 1st. but aku lupe la nk amik pic kitorg bertiga..last2 blk umah aku jadi photographer utk stuffs yg kitorg beli..

- little black book boutique. aku mmg suke sgt brg2 diorg. more info: www.littleblackbookmy.blogspot.com. ade kat blogroll aku. click je -

- ni la yg kitorg beli 10 items = RM240.05. murahkan??? -

- kasut aku = RM44.91 (after 10% discount) -

 

- i like the cutting. RM15 je… -

- aku suke sgt baju ni but aku still x tau mane depan n blakang. intan n syafa said yg ni depan..ntah la..price = RM15 je.. -

HaPPy!!!

rite now..aku tgh dok sengih2 sorang sbb terlalu hepi…2 days ago aku down sgt2..aku dh lost hope coz x dpt keje lagi… dh lame aku x cry bleh plak aku melalak pagi tu..then anta sms yg menyayat hati to my closed frens..sume dok soh aku bersabar..they said belum rezeki aku dpt keje…yup..aku mmg x penyabar… last2, smalam dpt call from asian finance bank…apalagi…melompat2 aku dlm bilik happy sgt.. trus aku bgtau org2 tersyg.. padahal aku demam ni.. n last nite kuar gak aku pegi menggedixkan diri kat maison..wah..aku plak yg lebih2 kat sane..ekekekek..i had fun last nite..thanks to intan n spem.. tadi dpt call lagi from my to-be-boss…dia tny i nak report duty bile..wah..bleh pilih plak ek..memandangkan aku ade session kat fitness 1st, so aku ckp on wednesday ler aku report duty..cam x caye je aku dpt gak keje tu…mmg gua x tukar keje lain dh beb..coz i aku tau kat sane byk opportunities utk aku.. so, start next week aku mmg bz ler..maka dgn itu, aku dh kurangkan aktivti2 mlm..ekekekek..x pe! sacrifice! si teman tapi mesra aku tumpang gembira..dia bg smangat kat aku..but he said dia ade sedih sket coz dia tau akan susah nk spend time dgn aku unless weekend..but he knows weekend aku slalu hang out dgn gurlfrens aku..dun wori baby.. we’ll work it out ok.. lastly, to all my frens, thanks 4 being so understanding n be there for me..alhamdulillah aku dh dapat keje..syukur sgt..Ya Allah..thanks for everything…

KuRuS???

yup..itu azam aku yg dh lame sgt2..but x penah achieve pn..skang dok practice unhealthy diet mmg ikat perut..but kekadang aku x thn dgn godaan lauk - pauk dpn mate..aku x berdisplin dlm context lain..but this year mmg kena kurus gak..actually bukan la aku nk kurus keding..juz want to get my figure back.. nak tau berat aku skarang?? 55kg! aku prasan badan cam susut sket but beratnye camtu gak..aku kena achieve 47kg!!! baru la the right bmi utk aku..maka dgn itu, aku x pikir lame utk meregisterkan diri ku ni ke fitness first the curve.. cam x caye..yela..aku x bekerja..nasib baik parents aku ni baik hati sgt nak support sementara aku x keje lg nih. nanti dh keje byr sendiri ler… next monday, fitness first the curve akan menjadi umah kedua aku. nanti jgn terkejut tetibe aku bleh dance salsa, hip hop n kick boxing dgn baik skali..yg pasti body ku mesti jadi lebih hot…wahahahaha…smangat2…korang sme!!! support aku!!!

- agreement & receipts -

- free stuffs -

- free 2 hours sessions with my personal trainee, helmi -

- free tix…sape nak ikut aku??? the whole day kat sne nih! juz 3 persons..aku pn tgh blur nk bg kat sape?? my best gurlfrens of course! -

 

 

YaTi EnGaGeMeNt DaY @11/3/07

wut’s up guys..sudah terlalu lame aku x update blog nih..last week super duper busy wit intrvws.. ok..kat cni aku nak tnjuk kat korang pics ms engagement yati anuar last sunday. x rmi sgt budak maktab yg dtg.. selain kitorg hanum dtg gak. but dia dtg awal n dh blk by the time we reached ther..biasa ler kami antara org yg plg lambat smp.. yati ari tu, tersgt lawa..suke sgt tgk dia..anyway, congrate yati! insyaAllah kwn2 sme, dia akan nikah 16 dec ni.. may 17 dec kenduri. anything, she’ll inform us. hope bile dia kahwin nanti rmi lg ler team pdrm dtg ek.. so, enjoy the pics…

- best shot -

- silver theme wit beautiful & simple pelamin -

- ni la hantarannye..aku sgt teruja melihat brg2 make up estee lauder -

- ex pdrm yg dtg: hemen, linda, syafa, me, dilla@meck, eza, syasya, shahrul & zul -

- after makan -

- yati bersama jejaka2 yg hadir -

 

- yati with pretty ladies -

- yati…congratulations!!!! -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

tHaNkFooL…

nowadays, my life is full of happiness & love…im damn happy for it…God..thanks for making my life so challenging and great..yes, i believe & accept the destiny that You have created for me ..finally, the true happiness come to my life right after i left all the things dat always keep me holding back.. my sadness paid off! i feel like i was reborn with the new spirit & everyday i hear my own world singing happily…even so far im still jobless. thanks God for all these..thanks for wut i have had, thanks for wut i now have & thanks for wut i shall have..i would like to say thanks to all my frens for cherish my life & accept me the way i am..luv u guys much.. mmmuuuaaaxx..

ICONS mEeTiNg 3/3/07@PeLiTa KLCC

aku dh x larat plak nak membebel panjang2..msk ni dh 3 blogs aku buat ari nih! blum msk report meeting ari tuh lagik! ari tu meeting aku & elis la yg plg awal smp. 2.50pm dh smp! but in the end, meeting start kul 4 lebih..weih…penat bontot aku dok lame2 ..ekekek..meeting tu dihadiri seramai 16 org= 8 gals & 8 boys..the lists are: aku@irma, elis, syafa, mock, syasya, yati nuar, shabila, yana, adi, black, iwe, shahrul, mat nor, ali@razli, hemen & azrul..dlm kul 6 lebih aku, elis, syafa n azrul p bersurai..so, segala benda yg dh discussed aku dh wat report n dh sent through email as well as aku post kat announcement ICONS group. rajin2kn diri bukak & bace! ok la…itu je aku nak bebel..ni je pics aku sempat amik.others korang check la kat shabila punye blog. but rasenye dia blum upload lg..dia kan bz..well…smuga terhibur melihat gambar2 kitorg!

- shahrul, mat nor, ali & elis -

- x sume dpt interframe -

- iwe, ali, hemen, aku, syafa & syasya (standing) -

- part of IDG members -

- blagak macho -

- ali & elis -

- syafa, yana, shabila, haryati & azrul -

- everybody smile!!! -

 

- hahaha..gambar aku kena interframe besar sket…kuikuikui…. sori la syafa, pic u x msk. dh berpuluh kali edit pn camni..sekerat pn jadi ler.. -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

XaXaU & GeDiX VoLuMe 2…

huahuahuahua…besh2…aku tdo kejap je..kul 6 lebih tdo then kul 8 lebih dh bgn…nasib baik x sleepy but confirm kang ptg aku tumbang..yesterday (saturday, 3/3/07) is among my greatest day..there’s 2 agendas.1st reunion & my xaxau & gedix event…huahuahua…but biar aku citer the second agenda dulu…aku gi planet with my super duper gorgeously galfriends…at first ingat nak wat marathon lg..but cancel la plak…at first plan nak g glow drop by for an hour juz to hang out wit my lovely fren, hemen & linda..then, drop by in front of aloha to meet up my long lost frens..so, tergedix2 la aku kat planet…bersama syafa, nina, razak & elis..it was ssoooo….great…xaxau & gedix x ingat ler aku nih..x bleh blah gile..after dat, g lepak kat pelita. hemen & linda x jadi dtg sane coz diorg dh dizzy..teringin aku tgk diorg berdua di depan mate..cam sweet sgt diorg tu.. aku soh long lost fren aku drop by sane memandangkan aku nak jmp sgt dgn si manjeku yg dh aku tinggalkan bertahun2..yes dear..it was my fault to dissappear juz like dat..but i hv though reason why i did dat so…kawan2 aku sme mkn..aku still tersenyum sorang2 tergedix2 kat kedai mamak tuh! wakakakaka… dek kerana bosan & x sbr nak jmp manjeku, aku jadi cam bengang plak dia smp lambat. aku sronok gile dpt jmp geng diorg…si gile mie@buck pn ade..abis truk aku dibulinye…sume tny aku nape aku dissappear camtu je dulu..finally they know the though reasons behind..puas diorg pesan jgn ilangkan diri lg…i wont guys..kite kwn smp mati! si manje halim dh promise dgn aku yg dia akan kwn dgn aku sorang & wont let others break our frenship. dia mcm x caye aku ade dpn mate dia after 1 year ilang..aku pn mcm x caye..dia maintain cute mcm dulu..despite makin cute! ekekeke…diorg ckp aku kurus sket compare to last time they met me at uptown on puasa 2005. anyway, thanks for coming back into my life & cherish my world guys…luv ya! mmmuuaaxx…

- we always quarrel even we hvn’t meet each other for a year. yes..dats us -

- between my pent house & his jungle..wakakaka.. -

- muka dua2 x bleh blah… bukak mate besar sket.. -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jobless.Inc soon to be closed???

im damn happy 2day… :)) kul 5pm tadi CIMB called me! diorg intervw mcm2 about 8 minutes. it seems like they might give me a chance to be a part of them. so, they asked me to come for the interview this wednesday 9am. urgh!!! so early meh…huh..t’row i need to prepare since this is my 1st real interview. i’ve been waiting so long since last december… alhamdulillah..they heard my happy & excited voice! hehehe..come on CIMB..hire me! im the perfect candidate u searching for! these are among the questions dat i still remember:

1. r u currently working?

2. how many banks did u apply?

3. have u attend any interview with them?

4. when did u finished ur degree?

5. can u explain about the courses u have done in unitar?

6. how could u able to manage ur pointer now?

7. where did you know about cimb - the complete banker programme?

guys….wish me luck!!! finger crossed all the way long! :p bye2 my current company Jobless.Inc

XaXaU & GeDiX MaRaThoN..

yeah….aku br je blk dr the loft..ari ni marathon 2 tpt..aku menxaxaukan diri dgn ijal, syafa & intan…hahahaha…gile! first2 pegi rum jungle..then gi the loft met abg azman a.k.a pet bro syafa @ my senior at pdrm dulu..i think abg azman look macho & smarter now…hehehe..getting slimmer la bro..anyway thanx a lot! seronok aku mexaxaukan diri..layan gak la the loft…but aku kuar awal coz dirog ckp ade raid..so, aku & ijal pn blah lepak kat keta..pastu tergedix2 ambik gambar..smp hp aku dh out xde battery..conclusion: aku seronok..lg pn dh lame meronggengkan diri bersame kwn2 ku tersyg, intan & syafa..plus..this is the first time aku g club dgn ijal…(ijal pki pinky..cam cute je…baju pink & kasut pink :P) ok la…aku xde idea nak bebel ape…im unconcious… besh xaxau…layan…