LooK WuT U’vE DoNe…

tiba2 detik 2.56am, 1/3/07 hp aku berbunyi lagu “look wut u’ve done”..aik..aku dh pelik…im dreaming or…reality..yes..aku tgk hp..appear name ” =( memories ” …sah mmg memoriku..nape memori call?? aku rase mcm…stunned sekejap..urgh…memori ckp baik2 dgn aku..tny kabar katenye..aku marah dia tny nape call…dia masih tunjuk ego kate juz nak tau sgt psl aku…risau..perlu ke??? aku pandai jage diri aku la…aku x gedix mcm ko. sibuk nk tau aku dh keje ke blum…dia nk mintak tlg aku rupenye..then aku pn dgn selamba melazerkan mulut ku ni..hey..nape la ko x mintak tlg pompuan2 murahan ko…aku jugak ko cari..bile ade depan mate ko wat aku mcm S.A.M.P.A.H! but aku skang xde la benci dia..mcm xde ape2 prasaan..lame gak dia called aku..setengah jam.3 kali nak end conversation but dia diam je…ko kenapa?? huh…aku tau ko ego…x nak ngaku ko rindu kat aku..last2 skali ckp gak rindu kat aku..ntah ape2..aku? rindu? dia? owh…im not..ntah..aku cam blur pd dia..nothing juz empty..aku rase Allah dh makbulkan doa aku spy hilang sgl prasaan aku pd dia..aku x nak ade rs benci apatah lg syg…sori la beb..aku dh x bleh wat ape dh.. ko ms silam aku..memori aku…anyway thanx mendoakan ms depan aku n tny psl aku ni dh bekerja ke blum..thanx 4 ur concern even it doesnt reflect me at all…aku bukan I.R.M.A  Z.U.R.A yg ko kenal 4 thn dulu…bye2 memori…

aNoTheR BoRiNg DaY…

it’s raining outside..n im still sitting in front of my laptop doin nothing except facing my neopet, playing games..feel like wanna hang out today but…im damn broke..i juz finished my last coins last nite…damn stressed for being jobless until today…huh..next saturday i have meeting with my ex-schoolmates..can’t wait to meet them…miss them much! i slept so damn late last nite…mm..not last nite..but dis morning! putri came to my house n we were browsing through the internet juz looking for jobs..but it end up wit other activities..we chat at mirc…it was fun since its been a long time we haven’t chat there..we slept around 6 am!